Forever & Ever

A PEACEFUL LIFE.

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

In 2 days time, he will be enlisted to Tekong. It will be so different from now on. Though its only 2 weeks of confinment it feels damn long to me. First was my brother now its him. I really hope i will not cry at all and be strong but there's this stupid thing in me that i can't control. Why does army need confinment week? i seriously don't understand. ARGH! I need to get use to not getting to see him as and when i like, meet him everyday and all. For the next 2 years it will be all weekends outing and 2 weekdays with him at all. I hope everything goes well for him. I hope he gets good bunk mates and sgts. Tmr will be the last day i see him before his 2 weeks confinment i hope i can control my emotions.haha. 2 weeks and i'll be waiting for that day to come!

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {08:22}
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Thursday, 28 February 2008

Its been one month since the nightmare. I lost my 2 very very good friends on that very day. Many things which will be kept in my mind and many things which was undone and will never be done anymore. You all jus left me like that. It was the worst point of my life. Who would ever understand? hmmm..today let me list down the things that u had done for me which i will never forget in my entire life though it won't be a complete one coz there's too many things to say.

David:
- Ever since year1, i dunno how did i got so close to you. You was the one that will be there for me whenever i had problems. Now i'm lost. Really lost. I will never be able to find a fren like you anymore.

- Thanks for doing my whole c# project for me and even neglecting your own project which u could score if i din ask you to do mine. I really know that u did alot jus to make sure i pass and won't repeat that module. I promise that your effort will not be wasted. I will continue my studies and go through wadever things though i will never have you by my side to encourage me.

- I will remember those times when u would come all the way down to my house jus to comfort me and make sure that everything is alright. You looked at me quielty and laugh. Thinking of ways to cheer me up. How many friends would do that? There was once you even come all the way back to amk station jus to make sure i'm alright.

- I'm sorry for making you tolerate my nasty temper. I'm Sorry for forgeting to wish you on your birthday. I told you that i promise to wish you and buy you a gift the next year. Why didn't you give me this chance? Why? I was looking forward to it. Really. Why you didn't? Now i will never get a chance anymore. Never will i.

- On that very day, i chatted with you on the phone for so many hours. I told you not to hang up. Why did you hang up in the end? I should have told you not to go. You said you will be meeting me the next day for all those test. You promised to call me once you wake up and we will meet for school. Why didn't you call? We planned so many stuff and now its all gone and will be left undone forever.

- The fantastic valentine's day present that we planned will never be done without you. We promised to do it together. But now all is gone.

- I remembered those times that we frequent TCC jus because you wanted to get the card. Now you've got it but you will never be able to use it anymore. The times when we sat there for hours talking about everything. I really miss those times.

- The small little things that you did for me that i wannted to repay you by treating you your favorate paris buffet. But you din give me this chance at all. Now having paris buffet with other ppl will be meaningless.

- Every single place that i go to reminds me of you. This was the time when i realize that i really when out with you to quite alot of places. I hope you enjoyed yourself.

- I need you in my life. I really need you. How can you leave me jus like that. I was waiting for you. Why did you? Why Why Why?

- The cube which you took so many hours jus to teach me. Now i've forgotten a step, who will teach me? I can't complete the cube anymore. i felt so helpless. Do you know?

- Seeing you lying there hurts me alot. I can't bare to let you leave. But there wasn't a choice for me. Why did you leave me? Why?

- You always laugh at my typo whenever we chatted in msn. Only you will understand those typo. Now i have to learn to type properly jus so that the rest will undertand.

- You promise to have double date with me. It can never be done anymore. You said that i will click with your gf. You always wanted me to be close to your gf and always want me to chat with your gf. I will do it and make sure that your gf is fine.

So many things to say but i jus can't type anymore. I will never be able to bring you back. I hope you rest in peace. You will be kept in my heart forever and ever.

Mervin:
- Though yours will be a little short jus because i was super shy. haha. You will always be the cheerful and naughty mervin in my heart.

- You encouraged not to quit school and picked me up at the toughest point of my poly life. I promise that i will never quit school. I won't let you down.

- I remembered that you even ask the whole class to stand on my side at point of time and always wanted me to join the guys. You will always try ways and means to cheer me up. and make sure that i enjoyed myself. I really regret not joining you all for so many times.

Argh. I can't bring myself to type anymore. I jus hope the both rest in peace. I will always remember both of you. I love you all.

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {20:55}
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Thursday, 17 January 2008

Hi. I think it's been a few months since this rotting place was last updated. Emily's not going to update this blog anytime soon. Hence, Aisya, Victoria and Nadiah shall be the idiots that update this blog. Look!! can you see? Cob-Webs growing on the side of the "wall". So many Weeds and bugs!!

Currently.. Emily's busy with many many many PROJECTS and test.. TOO busy to even update her blog... SAD :( Sobx Sobx Sobx.
Updates!!! Need Updates.. Dying Soon............... Hurry!!!!

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {22:43}
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Tuesday, 27 November 2007

A SECRET CONVERSATION BETWEEN NADIAH & AISYA

Hello! I'm not Emily. BUT I'm Aisya and Nadiah. Haha! Okay. Okay. We're not Emily. -.-"

Emily is just a lazy girl who don't want to blog. Gah. We decided to delete her blog! Muahahahahhaha!

This is actually Aisya's sayings. =D

WHAT!!! Who said. Nadiah type out all those nonsense.

Nadiah why you so like that one?

Why I cannot is it? Lets just spam her blog. And make a scene here! Ahahahahha! EMily lazy. LAZY. L-A-Z-Y.

Yea lor. Agreed. She very what leh. Soooo lazy. Only think of money! Then right, she like to ignore us most of the time. Very what righttt? Don't friend her ah.

Yes! Dont fren her. Den I have u all to myself! *kinky* Haha! Omg. We're soooo the very lame leh. Gah!! Briefing starting sooon!

Awww. I'm sooo very touched lor. Later, Emily jealous you know. No need to go briefing lah. This conversation is going no where. Nonsense.

Its suppose to be an untitled post mah. So we can just spam spam spam her blog till she know how to blog about her life or whatever crap she wanna tok about. Maybe she can learn them from u. =D

Ish. I'm the queen of crap what. And you're my assistant in crime. Sheesh. Ok time to go lah. I shall pray hard that this Emily start blogging leh. If not eh...no comments.

Nadiah come lets go!

BYEEEE!!!

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {22:30}
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Tuesday, 14 August 2007

EMILY!!!!!!

WHERE ARE YOU??

Nadiah and I miss you like crazy. :(

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {00:17}
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Tuesday, 31 July 2007

Since I’m bored and everything, I shall blog AGAIN on behalf of the lazy Emily. Don’t worry. She will be back really soon. After 29 August that is.

So what’s new? The darkest period of our lives is over. Finally over. No more projects to deal with. No more holding on to our emotions from bursting out of frustration and anger and stress. Believe me. Emily did her best in all this.

Unlike my first attempt in doing some blogging for her, I’m actually blank lah. Because…I’m not sure if I can discuss some issues here. So, since I’m logged in to Emily’s account instead of mine, I shall do my and Emily’s blogging here.

Today’s OOP class was a bore like always. Too bad we’re freaking unlucky to have such an unreliable lecturer who prefers to slack around and is always preoccupied with his personal life instead of ours. What did we do? Went down to South Canteen for a light bite. Dots. It was suppose to be a short break gone wrong.

We took our own time, talking and eating splendidly without caring for the rest of the people in class and all. Ok. The rest are just too boring for me to even rant in here.

Emily, let me tell you how much you mean to me.

The first time I met you, I thought we were going to be those Hi/Bye classmates and whatnots. And then some circumstances changed everything. You’re a part of my life now. Those days when you’re not in class, I’ll feel a lost. And when you’re there with us, I feel joy and happiness. =)

Ok. What you read about 3 seconds ago was my attempt in defining what Emily is to me.

Now, I’m seriously blank. Emily stop looking at the TV and talk to me instead lah. Sheesh.

She’ll be back. Watch this space.

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {06:57}
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Saturday, 14 July 2007

Hello peeps. Guess who’s in the house? No. It’s not Emily. It’s Aisya. Yes that Aisya.

Since Emily refuses to blog, I shall blog on her behalf.

Actually, I’ve been wanting to blog for her a very long time ago. But due to unforeseen circumstances like Emily not having a clue what her password is, everything is delayed. Tsk Tsk.

Up till now, I just can’t see the reason why she finds blogging to be such a hassle.

Dear Emily, you must learn to blog regularly and not update it every once a month or so. Sheesh.

Tell you a secret lah Emily is my fling. But I have a wife and a part time girlfriend. Bad isn’t it. But Emily loves me so much you see. So she’s willing to persevere till the end. Cheyy.

Anyways, the reason why Emily hasn’t been doing any blogging at all is because:

-she is lazy

-she doesn’t know what to say

-she’s afraid that people will be bored by her entries

-she’s not used to the concept of blogging

and

-she’s not used to the idea of strangers reading her very personal entries.

I’ve tried explaining to her in numerous occasions. Don’t be lazy. Just write any crap that you can think of be it the boring school life, love life, hatred, anger and whatnots. I’ve also told her not to care what people think about her post. The reason why people are reading your blog is because they are just so concerned *nicer term for K-PO* about your life and they are bored to tears.

Since they are already so bored, adding a little more boredom to their lives with your life story surely won’t hurt a bit. Right? Don’t care lah. I know I’m right. =)

What else? Oh and Just to ensure that you’re on the right track of Emily’s life, I shall state the recent happenings in her life.

Emily’s doing really, really well in her studies right now. Getting As, Bs and Cs. See what the right kind of friends can do to your life. Ha. So sorry you have to witness me saying that in here. I’m just so full of myself. HeHe. In addition to her doing well in school, she’s also working in every opportunity that she could find to earn some extra cash.

Sheesh. The bad thing is, more cash = more Taxi rides to school. Yes people. Emily takes the Taxi to school and sometimes on the way home too. Bad right? The bus and MRT is not that bad too leh. Cheyy like real.

Oh wow. Just look at this entry. It’s one of the longest in Emily’s blog.

Hmm. Is there anything else that I’ve missed out?

Ok. I think this shall be it. I will leave the rest to Emily. Blog ok!

-Your fling-

-------------------Live Life like there is no Tmr!--------------- {03:46}
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The Girl

Emily
NYP, TMS, NHPS
08 July 1988
Cancerian
DoMe

Ticks of my life

Family
Friends
ShoppinG
SleepinG
DaydreaminG

Crosses of my life

LiarS
BackstabberS
MisunderstandingS

Wishes in my life

**Driving license
Paint my Room
More $$
Car (if possible)

Peaceful Exits

Credits

Designer `regina
Brushes Deviantart
Blogger

The Past

February 2007
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May 2007
July 2007
August 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
October 2008

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